I'm just going to talk a little bit on here.
I'm a little upset.
My friends just split their relationship. It's only been a week, yet I can still feel the tension. I can't help but feel like I'm in the middle between a storm of unbridled emotions from one side, and a cold, confused being on the other side.
Then, there's also AP exams coming up really soon. There's just so much pressure! The fact that I have really low grades in the class doesn't help my self-esteem at all. The mock that's coming up before the exam determines my grade. If I don't do well on this test, I'm afraid that my parents are really going to uber upset. :/
AND I have SAT test. I know, I know, all kids my age have that date where they dread that they have to take if they want to get into the dream college that's quite hard to get into. But the thing is the day before is the AP art Lock In! It's when all the art people hang out and stay over night at school to chat and do art. I was so looking forward to it, but the date they scheduled that was the day before the dreaded SAT tests that my parents had signed me up for 3 months ago.
And recently, I've gotten a cold. And it's not going away! DX But I'm not complaining about my sexy voice. (hahahaha
) That's minor.
But this rant was mainly for the laptop that I left at school.
I left it there accidentally in the art room after our AP Art Show on Friday. I totally forgot about it because I was talking to my friend and literally walked out of the room without putting it back into my bag. Not only did I feel the lack of something really important from me, my homework efficiency became close to nil, and my mom lectured me so much that day. Sometimes a little part of me doesn't want to be an Asian with a tiger mom.
Yeah. A little slice of my hectic life so far. hue hue hue... TTwTT